Kiss the Enemy.

All was good. Praise God you set this so perfect, that everything that was placed in your life couldn't be better. And than it changed. all of a sudden. Was it in your head? IS it in your head? what about the feelings? the thought inside that if it was different, you wouldn't be able to survive? why does it feel like a mistake.

Your human. nothing less nothing more. You can't always make it work the way you want it. Sometimes your and Gods views are different. Though you may disagree. His ways are never wrong. "but it was perfect!". maybe. but if it was, than God has something better than perfect set out for you.
"Than how do i get this voice out of my head that tells me to get rid of what i thought was amazing?" In the end its your decision. No one can FORCE you to get rid of what you thought was awesome. Pray about it. Let God take you one step at a time through it. He'll do his part. As long as you do yours.
Kiss your Enemy. What is your enemy in this situation? Your decision. what is your love? Your answer that does not yet exist. welcome to a life of being human.

I know someone who thought it was perfect. and now its lost in a never ending circle of decisions. what should they do? let it be? Live with it or do something about it. Could it be more perfect than now or is it all in their head. Or is that thought in their head. and you think your confused?